PD strapped me in and took the metal frame; subsequently spun me around and round. He desired me to do so that he tormented me a few, caning, flogging, spinning. The rotation finally did me in. It is a feeling, being flipped around and round, feeling like you are going to fall in your face sometime and feeling helpless, not able to escape, and also being strapped into a thing. Exhilarating too in a sense, and you think, oh it is not really awful, until it occurs again and again, and you understand no, no more. So I reluctantly gave in, and that I hated feeling as if I’d given in, so that I became dim.
He took out me and stuck me right into a hood, and that I had a terror attack. I was suffocating and felt as though I couldn’t breathe, and didn’t believe I could manage it. I agreed to attempt it and finally relented. The next time was awful, but I felt like I was about to suffocate, and that I was fearful. He stuck me into a metallic framework cage , also let me out of the hood after what felt like an eternity. He hoisted me. Alright, so here, yet another thing; I am scared to death of heights. Especially at the cage , and despite my misgivings, I was stuck in a small cage, so that I screamed as he pulled me higher and higher into the atmosphere, until I was at the peak of the barn. He left me there crying.
The day’s over, and it is almost time to go home. I really feel like I’ve been relieved of some thing again this trip. Everytime I come here, there’s usually a session or 2 that is more extreme than the others, and I feel rested later. It has to do with some type of emotional injury, some sort of anxiety. I am challenged by them here however, and coax me to face my fears, and I feel like I truly do end up confronting myself finally, and it is a wonderful feeling. It’s something therapy never can do, but it’s interesting about this world, it offers something really intense, so out of the normal, it allows you to be someone for a moment. It relieves you. And like me, lets me actually trust people for a while at least. I can not wait to return for another session!
You leave the plantation awed, never having accomplished there was a completely world out there, behind closed doors. It’s time to go back home to your own life, to the ordinary. You are pleased to return, but you have a few things to contemplate ideas and thoughts run through your mind, new doors have been opened to youpersonally, your eyes opened. What will you do? The figure says “Goodbye, you are always welcome again!” You will be back.
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